The Desire to Connect
The eye-opening thing is that throughout my time at Mac Hall, while looking for people and holding up the poster to see how people use ChatGPT, I noticed something about myself. I always have this urge—this deep need—to bond with someone. I really want that. Every time I interact with someone, especially Women, I feel this strong desire to find a connection. It’s crazy.
This desire haunts me sometimes
Always Searching
It’s there 24/7, constantly in the back of my mind. I’m always on the lookout for a woman. I feel like a part of everything I do, everywhere I go, is driven by that—this need to find someone, to find “my one.”
I’m not sure if everyone feels this way. It doesn’t seem normal or natural to me. It feels like too much—just a little too much. But maybe it’s not.
The Stimulation of Social Interaction: Walking around campus is so stimulating
Finding Purpose
I’ve been trying to channel this into something productive, like making YouTube videos. But I know I haven’t been putting my full effort into them. Still, I’m always on the lookout.