I’m afraid that if I better myself, in myself, that I’ll get kicked out of the country.

Every other day, as I try to sit and do work, I get a slight reminder that I might really be doing something wrong by not getting a job and building my own startup instead. I have family members relying on me to get a PR and it’s so hard for me to confidently tell them that I can get it through my own work.

Not because I don’t think I can build a successful start-up. But because I’m an assistant that does not support people taking that route.

This is a cry for help and support from anyone who can guide me towards the right direction. Before I launch a successful startup just to be forced out of the country.