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So yesterday I was told that I would be able to stay over in their place for two or three days and they both did not mind
- They were so confident in their answer but today after the hackathon I asked him again to confirm and they’re like just one day. Even worse right now They want me to leave by 9:00 a.m. which is I guess somewhat fine but still this shows that they don’t trust me
- It’s understandable, I obviously am part of the extremes when it comes to trusting in strangers
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but still what’s happening right now is mind blowing
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I win the hackathon with a group of people and we go take pictures together all the way in the Golden gate bridge. Then after all of that they do not allow me to stay over for one night.
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the fact that I have messaged over 20 people pouring my heart out for each one of them trying to show them that I’m someone who is safe and fun to be around and all of them never even replied to me really hurts and is mentally exhausting.
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this just makes me more motivated to lean more into the person I want to be and one day they’re going to see my face somewhere and remember that they denied me a place to stay over for one night