taking a 20 min nap in my 2nd and a half day in Berlin, Germany
Feelings
Thoughts
At first I was in a country which I don’t remember of but then me andMy Mom decided We can go to Lebanon on the way
So the next part of my dream I see myself walking up to the gate of my mom’s house. One really cool thing is: I was still outside When I was able to hear the door open and it sounded just like the squeak that comes out when the door in Lebanon opens
One thing I noticed is that I was much slower than my mom which is kind of impossible and it never happens and I remember trying to speed up but I just couldn’t speed up enough to be as fast as I typically am in real life
first thing that comes to mind is that my processing units like CPU and GPU are not the best, so I’m slowing down so that I can smoothly proceed with the dream
When I finally arrived I saw myself get sucked out of the place and teleported into a place that looks similar to my basement in Toronto.
In there, I see several familiar yet unrecognizable faces. Someone talking to me in gibberish and a lot of clearly imperfect visuals but since I was fully aware that I was in a dream I was able to look at them As if I was watching a recording of a dream I had
This made me think of (during my dream) how similar My dream was to some AI generated video
The big question is: Is it similar to AI Cuz that’s what I was thinking in my dream. So my brain generated this visual that is similar to what AI does because that’s what I thought dreams looked like. Cognitive biases at its peak
After some while I finally got the ability to control my body and not just be a viewer
So I started thinking of what’s something I want to try out since I seem to be in a dream and I just got the feeling that I have full control of whatever I want to do. So first thing that comes to mind is killing someone especially since I was standing right beside A window And there were kids surrounding me so I started carrying one of the kids from their head. I started feeling my heart pump faster and faster. I started thinking of the possible consequences of killing someone intentionally in my dream And if I would go to jail to jail for that or if there were any consequences in my actual life. As I was thinking about these, I was also trying to open the window but then, For a brief split second, I somehow managed to see myself and that froze me and completely made me forget about the kid
So I tried to be able to look at myself again as I just did for a split second but at first it wouldn’t work but eventually it somehow worked and I finally got to look at myself in my dream
I was quite surprised by the fact that I looked very similar to a combination of me and another friend in Calgary, which I’m not even close to. He’s more of a friend of a friend
As I reflect on why I would see him in me or why I even looked that way, I came up with the conclusion that I view that person as someone who I used to be And I didn’t like that person
not gonna lie I felt like I was in some ROBLOX game lol
I wanted to stay for longer so I can also experiment with killing someone but I slowly started to lose touch with my dream self as I was looking at my dream self and just wondering what’s going on
a So when I gave up on maintaining that I tried waking up, but I noticed that there was two steps to it
first one is gaining back access to your actual census and losing the senses that were generated in the dream (eg: since I was standing in the dream I could feel some pressure being put on my foot and I continued to feel that until I was fully awake)