my biggest motivator for joining hacker houses, accelerators, startups is to surround myself with people I like. Who make me grow just as much as I make them
I feel alone, like no one in my circle understands what I’m going through.
I’m used to dealing with things by myself so I don’t bother sharing it even to people who WANT to know what I’m going through (my mom)
the main reason for that is that I don’t find any benefit to that. As much as she can try to relate and feel for me, It’s very hard coz we’re just too different and think very differently
so what’s the solution? Do everything in my abilities to surround myself with ppl like me
unfortunately no matter how much I try, I end up failing. This makes me wonder, am I trying to join a group that:
I do not belong to
instead maybe I would belong more with other groups like Alif