Dream Analysis
I recently discussed a dream with a friend where I found myself in a session with a therapist, psychic, or spiritual guide of some sort. The conclusion of that session was intriguing; they said I see the world through the lens of yellow. I know this doesn’t make much sense, but that’s what they concluded at the end. In the dream, I had some particles in my hand, small grains like sandstones. As soon as I opened my hand, I saw yellow grains, yellow sand. This supposedly meant that I perceive life with positivity, energy, and inspiration.
According to my friend, yellow symbolizes positivity and energy. When you think of yellow, you might think of a lemon, which is sour but also fresh and vibrant, like lemonade and summer. So their interpretation is that I approach life with a sense of positivity and vitality.
The Chainsaw Man Encounter
The dream took an interesting turn when the Chainsaw Man began attacking me out of nowhere after I saw the yellow sand. This seems to imply that something, perhaps my old self, is preventing me from fully living with that yellow, positive mindset. However, I interpret it as not necessarily my old self, but someone currently in my life who is hindering me from living fully with that yellow perspective.
Reflecting on Past Experiences
This ties into previous reflections where I considered my younger, kindergarten self. I was full of energy, carefree on stage, exuding a kind of nonchalance. One would think that a child like that would be positive and energetic in school, but I wasn’t for quite a while. I was quiet, shy, and perhaps scared or nervous.
It makes me wonder whether I’ve always had that yellow frame of mind, that positive perspective, but was unable to fully embrace it due to influences from my past or people around me. It leads me to question what exactly has been stopping me from living fully, and what the trigger or inflection point might have been.