Why I enjoy my time with Kaela

Context

• Before sunrise is relatable

Feelings

• I want to spend my time with Kaela.
• I struggled to figure out why I wanted to do that.
  • it wasn’t because of her level of sophistication or anything that I specifically look for in a woman other than the fact that she is very feminine
• I think I found my answer: We are addicted to being present
  • she allows me to be present like no other woman I know does.
    • The reason for that is probably because I am extremely attracted to her and I feel the femininity and innocence emit or of her

Future Plan

• is that helping me with being able to focus and do good work? Should I allow myself to go out with her more because she indirectly helps me do more good work since I am able to be more present when working (assumption)